All men die but most never live

Yeah so i dunno whats going on, i think i've finally come to terms with fear. It may be very strange at my age and i'm DEFINETALLY NOT sucidal but i'm not scared of dying. I'm not scared of being rejected, i'm not scared of making people mad at me, and i'm not scared of failure. I think first realizing then overcoming your fear is a huge step in life but hey, what would i know i'm only 17 . It's random but I've also decided not to get married or engaged untill i'm in my very late 20's early 30's. I think they reason why people get married when their 21-25 is because they have a fear of being alone the rest of their lives. And now that i think about more it just makes sence. 30 years old isn't that old anymore you've only lived out less then half your life and in some cases only 1/4. 20 years old is way to young to be tied to someone.
I'm also proud of my dad, he has fianally reached what he's wanted to do for a very long time now. He buys houses fixes them up then sells them. I can see he enjoys it alot and it makes me happy, the only thing now is he got a call and the doctors are dubling his diabetes medicatation so now i have to really watch him. I made little alert things that say Daddy alert Level: ELEVATED. anyone how is everyone else doing?